I find myself feeling sad today again.

you can never amount to anything. you could never do half of what I will do. you’re a bitch and that is all you’ll ever be, you have no direction in life. you don’t give a shit about anything, and you don’t take anything seriously. no one could ever take you seriously. you’re pretty, but looks fade. you’re smart when you want to be, but all those pills and weed will soon consume any ounce of knowledge that you have. you are not better than everybody like you think you are. if i was fucked in the head so were you. what do your parents say? have they ever been proud of you? you are not the shit, you are not anything out of this world. you don’t have anything that makes you stand out. any ounce of of appreciation i ever felt for you or had for you vanished months ago. I wouldn’t want you as a partner, as a friend, or even an acquaintance. you are average, and whatever you are doing with your life right now is the peak of your life. you are peaking and after that its all downhill. i can’t wait till you swallow all your pride and words. you have no future, nothing. what ever i once saw in you is somewhere in the past and i don’t wish you the best but i don’t wish you the worst either. i just don’t care how you’re doing or what you’re doing. basically like dead to me.